truth be told

i am bearly breathing
and i cant find the words
to
describe
how
horrible
i
feel
right
now

if only you knew
how much this break is bothering me
sometimes i feel like your done with me
your just trying to get over me
you cant and you wont
well atleast i hope so
i need you with everyday that goes by
you are my everything
you were everything i ever needed
now i can stand alone
but id rather stand with you
i shine brighter with you
i need you
i want you
to be here
to hold me
to love me
forever
like we promised eachother
so
long
ago

it feels so long ago
that ive seen you
spoken to you
held you in my arms
felt the warmth of your body against mine
feel your heart beat against my body
feel my finger tips on yours
i miss every second of it
& it just hurts my head
to think that your sharing any of it
with
someone
else.

it sucks.
i cry all the time
all day long
walking down the block
for no reason
or just because
i don't understand why things happen the way they do
life is so short
why be stressed out like this
all
i
want
is
you

my life wont be complete without you
ill wait a lifetime on you
i swear i would
im sure i can love another
i choose not too
i wont waste my time
because i know
it wont be the same
it wont be as great
and even though we treated eachother bad
your love was the best love i ever had
the only love i want
only love i need
only love ill give forever for
i love you