Save yourself

Why do you bring someone you love down.
Tell them mean things when all you really wanna say is I love you.
Cover up my feelings with words
Bad words, act as if I dont care
But I do care...
It bothers me more than you know
..Think about you everyday
Wonder how your holding up
I know you can be strong
But I act as If I dont care
I dont want you to know..
That I still care
Sometimes I wish I didnt....
It hurts too much to.

Now we can go days without talking
I like it but i hate it
Im stronger now
I know you know it
You say it almost everytime we speak
"Your stronger now, you dont need me"
But sometimes I wanna go back to
Needing you everyday
Its safe to say I don't.
I only need you once a week
Thursdays to be specfic

Soon It'll be once every 2 weeks
Once a month
Once a year
Until I never need you
Ever
Again

Harsh? Naw
Truth to us of whats coming to us
We were suppose to be together.
Maybe we need to hit rock bottom forst
Hmm.. Almost forgot we've been there for so long
So where do we go?
Where do we go from here...