Threw your eyes, who am I?
....who am I? To who you want me to be.
Some days I'd rather not be bothered with you
While others I thank God I found you.
My self fish acts come into play.
Every day that goes by I want you to myself.
I don't blame myself.
I blame the events I've been through
that lead me to feel as needy as I am.
Blame me not for loving you.
Because I swear love is all I have for you.
I just wished you understood the high you bring me to.
Never wanna come down.
Never wanna let go
Never wanted to love this strong ever again.
Just one glimpse and I can read you
I know you care.
I know you love.
I know you hurt.
I know all these things
Yet and still I can't find it in me
To put my feeling aside.
Love me not.
Forever.
Find myself loving you way too much
It hurts me when I can't see you.
When I can't hear you.
When I can be with you every second of every day.
Words don't even need to be spoken
Because I feel stronger just walking besides you.
Its not a matter of being mad.
"It's me, its not you."
My self fish-ness always defeats me.
Never bigger than me.
I'll never understand the way I make me feel.
I'll blame you not.
You have your spot.
I love you beyond my control.
Blame me not.
