Im going crazy

& you wonder why I always shit on me
Why Im always so god damn mean to you
You started to make me feel bad so i eased up
But now im about to go hard!

Fuck you tell me shit for
Then turn around & do the opposite
Bitch you the same asshole I met
51507 I wish I could take that day back

How do you continue to hurt
We not even together!
Argue all day long as if we were
WHAT THE FUCK!
I just can't
I
Can't
Do
It
No
More!

Fuck! I WONT DO IT NO MORE
I deserve better!
Bitchs hitting me up talking about oh the say you
With some big black ugly bitch!
I dont give a fuck!
That just looks bad on me
Sorry you had to down grade like that
Sure she may dress a lil better than me
But fuck that bitch got on me?
I was ya wife
I know I have your heart!
I better have that shit forver
Cause when the time comes...
Ohhhhh When that time comess...

Im chew that shit up
& spit it in your face
The way you just did mine
Last night
You spit all in my face.
Fuckin dumb ass broad

& This is where the bipolar kicks in
I love you so much
You made me so mad
I had that you say one thing
and do the other
I hate that you havent changed
I hate that I know that you wont
I hate that I'll always love you no matter what
Knowing you wont change
I cant take this no more

Need fi rise up the bolt action
& dun it
I dont wanna be here no more.