RE: one sided

So I said since I analyzed it from my side, let me see if I can see this from your eyes.

This bitch came into the relationship cheating
She had a boyfriend and I was so into her
Ready to be with a woman
& experience this new side of myself;

I liked the bitch so much I let her treat me like shit
I stuck around cause I really felt something for her
Not knowing her heart was in other places.
She wanted to explore, be venturous.
But she didn't want to leave me.
She dragged me around for so long

Until I got tired of it
I couldn't control myself, I had to have it
So I cheated on her ! Not knowing she would find out
And when she did ----Sheeeeeshhhhh
I did the same shit back to you
Kind of childish but fuck it!
I felt better
You not knowing made things better
I had a secret.
1 to your many

Oh yeah this is your side
Let me stay on track....

Oh but not only did I cheat on her with a girl
I did it with a boy too & fucked around with COUNTLESS other people
From then we should took a break
To me thats where It shoulda eneded.
But we kept at it, kept going.

Finally started fucking you
Thought the fuckry would stop
Unexplained naked pictures
Phone calls to other people
Not being able to answer my questions
Not wanting to chill with me
Making up excuses....

I knew you was cheating on me
and i stayed.

The last time was the worst
I think thats what fucked me up the most.
How the fuck you cheated on me
AHHHHH lets not even speak on it

I was good to you even though we had our times
I was tooo fucking good to you
Wish I could go back
I'd beat ya ass eveyday
If I knew shit would turn out like this
Id cheat on you everyday for the pain you caused me

I was fucking while we was together, true I sent naked pictures to other people before I sent them to you, I still loved you, I know you loved me too when you cheated so why did we cheat? I was happy, totally happy with you until the fuckry started it didnt end, now look where we are, I can't do this no more, I wanna go back and do things right, I wanna love you right, I was just as wrong as you, allow me time to forgive you and be able to love you, I know I KNOW you were made for me, I know I was made for you. This heart this new heart beats from the blood that flowed in the old heart, that means this new heart is strong and pumps even harder for you, hates you even more but wants to love you more than even, if only you knew. I fucking love you.