You

I shut my eyes & I try to block you out..
Every window I see I imagine myself jumping out..


Sometimes at night when I can't sleep
I sit in a corner and envision you & me
Back then & how I need us to be..

I don't wanna be just your ex girl
Or just the girl you really love
but your not with, thats not what I want.

I want you heart
I want your love
I want you whole
I want you good
I want you all
I want you soon
I want all of these things...

Im so tired....
Tired of chasing you
Tired of wanting you
Tired of thinking of you
Tired of hearing about you...

I wish I could erase you from my life...
I wish I was strong enough to move on
I wish it was possible to let go....
I wish you never dated after me...
....cause i couldn't..

Wish nor praying can change the damage thats been done
Love is gone & whats done is already done.
I miss you everyday, hate you even more with everyday
Need you more everyday, loose understanding everyday

I don't know where this is headed
Don't know if we will ever be...
Just wanna see the day again
When you loved me for me...