The day you called me Trillz

I was so upset
I was too mad
I felt so strongly
I wanted to kill

Kill not you, kill not him
But kill myself
For all the painful things I've said.
All the things I've done
All the unjust things
How can someone so beautiful
Be stuffed with so much sin

Pain in my heart x3
This pain in my body
Pain on my conscience
This burden of truth

I turned to you
I wanted to talk with you
Confinde in you
Cause you are the only one
Who sort of understand me
But you called me trillz
You called me trillz
I was so mad
Why would you call me trillz

We are not friends
My friends call me trillz
You are my.... ex lover
You should have never called me trillz
It was always Petrill or even Babe
Baby, Bighead, ay0 ugly but never trillz

You knew I hated when you called me trillz
That's why I don't understand why you said it
It doesn't matter, because after you said it
The pain from inside, raised threw my skull
& poluted the outside

Anger consumed me
& caused me to do the next best thing
Besides to kill

Everyday is a battle
A battle within myself
I'm fighting for a love
A love that I'm not even sure
Wants me anymore

My love, loves me not
She loves her girlfriend
Girlfriend which I'm not
Loving is impossible for me
If I'm loving you not