who killed Petrill ?

Death to me
Because of you
How could I..
HOW COULD I!
how could I?
Let you be the death of me

I allowed you to do it
I witnessed you do it
I kept coming back
Until
You
Finally
Did
It

Yes, you did it!
You did it to me
That last hit
That one blow
That one stab
That one rip
That one shot
That one last time
Was my one last time
Now
I'm
Out
Of
Time

RIP to me.

Because of you
I see things differently
You turned me into a new person
A person I have yet to understand
I do the weirdest things
The dumbest things*
The things you use to do.
I find myself doing them now
Feeling like you
Hiding things
Lying.

This is not me
I am not the person you met
Is this the girl you fell in love with?
You destroyed me
Slaughtered me
& left me there
For the wolves to consume

You shitted on me
Over
&
Over
Again
I did too
But the last time
You killed me
You might as well had drag my heart out of my chest
& ate it.
Because it is yours
I want you to keep it.
Clean it & keep it on your dresser
That one is yours

This one
This one that beats in me...
No longer beats for you
It's MY heart x3
& I won't allow you to have it
It is mine