You said I was EVERYTHING

Superficial feeelings
Bubble & boil
Like a hot pot
Im ready to bubble over

....There's something I need to let you know
Something I've been hiding for sometime now.

Im unsure of weather I want you to know
But latley...
Only latley
I've been feeling the urge
To just let go & let you know...

Put my pain into words
...Theres not even enough words
Or words worth them meaning to how powerless I feel.
A feeling no one loved should feel
But yet & still
I felt that feeling
Every second of everyday....

Somedays I amaze myself
With how strong I can be

&& somedays I disapoint myself
because I cant seem to get you out my mind
Somedays I try to forget you
While other days I know it is impossible to ever forget you...

I just don't understand how is it that we got to be this way
I wish so hard sometimes that things could be different.
I will never feel this way for anyone else
I know it
I dont need to search
I dont need to find any one
or anything...

Because there is nothing in this world
that completes me more than you do.

I think about it all day long
It's just something I know
This feeling is permenant

I wish you weren't such a lovely person
Maybe then I wouldn't love you this much
For this long...

I just feel like I'm wasting time.
Going around in circles
...endless circles

I've learned to not need you anymore
No doubt im more independant
But no one will ever understand
Not even you
Exactly how strongly I feel for you.

My one heart
Will always beat for you.

That's one thing I know wont ever change.
I love you.