JC

haven't heard from you in months
shit its about to be a year.
I try reaching out to you any way I can
I ask my mom about you
I ask your mom about you
...whenever i see her.

I don't get how you don't miss me
like i miss you.
Heard your doing bad.
Messing up in school
Car accidents
Marijuana
Court & all types of wild shit.

Even though we haven't spoken in months
I want the best for you.
You was my brother & I was your sister.
We grew up together, I thought we was gunna
be around for each other forever.

Remember when we first met?
Lol i don't.
I remember when you tied me up against the pole
in the multipurpose area with a phone cord.
I remember playing gladiator in the library in the dark.
I remember the days you use to come over & we'd have so much fun.
You was my brother.

I don't know how we fell off.
My mom mentioned your name today
So many thoughts ran through my head.
Like why you hadn't been around
What if you was around
How would things be
All types of things...
But none of that matters because you don't think of me
like i think of you.

You will always be my little brother. x3