days like today

some days, like today
i feel like this:

I NEED MY BABY BACK
& I DON'T CARE WHAT IT COST

DEAR GOD
WHY AM I SO MISERABLE?
WHY IS IT SO HARD FOR ME TO CARRY OUT DAILY ROUTINES
THAT IM ACCUSTOM TO FULLING EVERYDAY? DAYS LIKE TODAY
I DONT FEEL LIKE GETTING OUT OF BED, DON'T WANNA GO TO SCHOOL
OR WORK. JUST DEPRESSED. CALLED YOU BUT YOU DIDNT PICK UP

SAID YOU'LL ALWAYS BE HERE, GUESS YOUR BUSY .
I PRAY FOR UNDERSTANDING
THE ABILITY TO LET GO
& FOR STRENGTH
ONLY GOD CAN GET ME THROUGH THIS.

-AMEN