The last of my lies.

Threw your eyes, who am I?

....who am I? To who you want me to be.

Some days I'd rather not be bothered with you

While others I thank God I found you.

My self fish acts come into play.

Every day that goes by I want you to myself.

I don't blame myself.

I blame the events I've been through

that lead me to feel as needy as I am.

Blame me not for loving you.

Because I swear love is all I have for you.

I just wished you understood the high you bring me to.

Never wanna come down.

Never wanna let go

Never wanted to love this strong ever again.

Just one glimpse and I can read you

I know you care.

I know you love.

I know you hurt.

I know all these things

Yet and still I can't find it in me

To put my feeling aside.

Love me not.

Forever.

Find myself loving you way too much

It hurts me when I can't see you.

When I can't hear you.

When I can be with you every second of every day.

Words don't even need to be spoken

Because I feel stronger just walking besides you.

Its not a matter of being mad.

"It's me, its not you."

My self fish-ness always defeats me.

Never bigger than me.

I'll never understand the way I make me feel.

I'll blame you not.

You have your spot.

I love you beyond my control.

Blame me not.