Still loving you

Im sorry I neglect you.

I only run to you when i need to vent,

but listen up..

I am an interesting girl. I have a lot to offer the world

& with my mind and my power, I wish to do so

You see.. the difference between me and you is that

you do your own thing, i do mine. This is mine.

Some may not understand how I choose to go about things

While others play the understanding roll but at the end of the day

I will not change for anyone. I feel like I proved myself to myself tonite

and thats why Im left with no one but myself tonite

& forever beyond tonite, because i was myself

& released myself.

I will never stop loving you. Let me just put that out there.

For her and any other girl to come.

I didnt come this far for no reason.

I dont understand how I can feel so strongly for someone and not be able to be with them

Beyond the worst feeling

Love plays games

Love is not our game to play

Because I bypassed love.

I over love you

& not to sound crazy but I wont stop till I have you

Why are you putting me through so much pain?

Seeing you just seeing you it makes in insane

I think back to all the times...

All the hate i felt inside

To turn around and become friends with the enemy

Inunderstandable - & i know you will never get over her

as you say you will never get over me

but i feel the need to say it

i love you

it makes me weak to hear me say it because im honestly dying without you

everyday is hard

finding someone to match up and compare to the love youve given me is a major task

i dont know why im still loving you..